bookworm's buffet II

I love working. I get a day off and I’m confused. I’m like, cause I’ll have to do something? But sometimes being too occupied drowns oneself. I will find myself staring at the computer screen with something displaying yet my mind simply does not work. The delicate balance of being active and burnt out is something that shall not be taken for granted. Already feeling losing a bit of control over life, here’s some minimal effort of taking it back––the list of to-read papers and priorities that should be on the top of my mind. ...

June 17, 2024

on conversations

How to have great conversations? (see here for a review) One simple trick is to be a good listener. The intention of self-expression roots deeply in our humanity. So viewing this from the other side: the more you listen, the more the other will feel seen––even, sometimes what you’ll be doing is simply repeating the last few words of what they’d said. ‘Mute’ is the technique though, but not an omnipotent solution. Authenticity is something that is much more powerful yet hard to achieve. It’s very hard to fake genuine interest. Authentic kindness and genuine interest is usually recognized instantly, whether they are displayed right on one’s face or conveyed via micro-expressions or gestures. ...

June 16, 2024

the ring of Saturn

Ariana Grande (Part 1) | Podcrushed | Ep 71 In Part 1 of this two-part conversation with the extraordinarily prolific Ariana Grande, the crew has a wide ranging conversation on childhood, Ariana’s Broadway origins, and getting to act alongside her best friends. Ariana shares thoughtful reflections on her time at Nickelodeon and why therapy should be mandatory for all child actors. Though mostly filled with casual chats and laughter, there’s an astoundingly beautiful intepretation of Saturn’s ring in the episode. ...

June 15, 2024

some of my favourite lyrics from 'ordinary things' by Ariana Grande

“Never go to bed without kissing goodnight”––Here’s my favourite lyrics from the closing single of Ariana Grande’s new album eternal sunshine, ‘ordinary things’ featuring Ariana’s Nonna: You hit just like the first sip of wine after a long day You hit like my biggest fan when I hear what the critiques say You hit just like a green light when I’m stuck runnin’ real late I don’t need no diamonds, just your time ...

June 14, 2024

mozart stories

Supposedly, Mozart once made a joke: “What’s worse than the sound of a flute? - Two flutes.” We’ll never know if it is real. Somehow anecdotally humors turned into being that Mozart hated the flute. But, when one listens to his flute and harp concerto, this seems hard to believe anyway. But it’s true that Mozart seldom offer to write works for flute alone. He said so himself, in a letter to his father. He said he couldn’t abide the sound of a solo flute and found it difficult to compose for a flute. Mozart was struggling to fulfill a commission from an amateur musician for numerous flute works (including his two concertos for the instrument) when he penned those disparaging words to his father; he sounds like a procrastinating student making excuses for not finishing his homework: ...

June 13, 2024

please please please | Sabrina Carpenter's new album Short n' Sweet on the way

The music industry is booming in 2024. What a scene. Following Ariana Grande’s eternal sunshine release in March, Taylor Swift’s tenth album in April, Dua Lipa in May. And now Sabrina Carpenter has taken over to begin her campaign for her new project Short n’ Sweet. Sabrina Carpenter’s latest single looks to take her breakout year to an even-higher level. Her season is in full effect. As “Espresso” continues to dominate, “Please Please Please,” the second single from Carpenter’s forthcoming Short n’ Sweet LP, has emerged as yet another smash for the pint-sized pop star. ...

June 12, 2024

the beta distribution

The Beta distribution is a versatile and useful probability distribution with a wide range of applications in statistics, particularly when associated with modelling unknown probabilities and doing Bayesian inference. Here’s a brief overview: definition The Beta distribution, denoted as $ \theta \sim B(\alpha, \beta) $​, is defined by two shape parameters $ \alpha $​ and $ \beta $​. The probability density function (pdf) of the Beta distribution is given by: $$ f(\theta) = \frac{\theta^{\alpha - 1}(1 - \theta)^{\beta - 1}}{\int_0^1 x^{\alpha - 1}(1 - x)^{\beta - 1} dx} $$ where $ \theta $​ lies in the interval $[0, 1]$​. ...

June 11, 2024

discounts!

There are three major shopping festivals in China: double eleven (Nov. 11), double twelve (Dec. 12) and 6.18. It’s somewhat akin to Black Friday yet still slightly different. All these three festivals emerged in the past decade, and are promoted mainly by E-commerce platforms. They are basically artificial festivals tailored for consumerism. Naturally (though still interesting and enjoyable to observe and experience), when online platforms started to offer huge discounts, local retail stores simultaneously begin to offer discounts. And these discounts sometimes don’t match. ...

June 10, 2024

the iconoic fermata in 'the boy is mine'

The song casts a magical spell. The first line of the chorus, with the lyric ’the boy is mine’, masterfully escalates the tension built up from the pre-chorus––however though, by disrupting the tension’s anticipating flow, with a striking and beautiful fermata on the tempo. This innovative technique, rarely seen in recent pop productions, perfectly ignites the song’s whimsical and provocative allure. the music video match the audacious and dramatic flair of the song. Start from here to listen to the editing of the music video that almost completes this avant-garde, iconic production. ...

June 9, 2024

the boy is mine | the 3rd single of eternal sunshine

Ariana Grande’s albums invariably feature at least one so-called ‘bad-girl anthem’. Take her debut album ‘Yours Truly’, arguably the most innocent of her career, which includes the sultry track The Way. This song is a collaboration with her then-boyfriend Mac Miller, and it famously includes the line, “I got a bad boy, you must admit it.” Her subsequent albums—My Everything and Dangerous Woman—further shaped her image as a love-craving icon. Even Sweetener offers R.E.M., which lyrically flirts with: ...

June 8, 2024